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 I miss when livejournal was something that got regular use. 
I'm not sure why, though.
The stuff people would write here is basically the same thing they put on Facebook now. 
I changed my location like over a month ago, and all my shit's still in Russian. I don't know how to read Russian, but apparently I'm going to have to learn if I want to know all the amazing things that livejournal is trying to tell me...because I'm sure it's amazing.

I made a doctor's appointment, but since I'm a new patient, it's not until next month...but it's exciting because I can finally get the referrals I need for a cardiologist, urologist, psychologist, amongst others....and also figure out why I can't sleep, maybe get help with my knee and hip, and get a grip on my sinus problems.

Damn, I'm like 60 already. I don't know whether I should be more scared or comforted by the fact that I'm sure to die by the time I'm 40. Okay, maybe 45.
I am pretty sure I am developing insomnia. Fo' reelz yo

I am also pretty sure I am developing a cold.

I'm just full of bad news....except it's only bad news for me....no one else should care.

Ha...I just made you waste 2.5 seconds of your life...deal with it!
Dear 2010,

Please be better than 2009.


I've never been into the whole New Year's Resolution thing, but I've noticed that if I don't set goals for myself I don't actually accomplish anything...And I often make to-do lists because if I don't write things down and look at it a thousand times, I don't do any of it. But New Year's is always in winter, and I hate winter and often find myself quite depressed so I think if I were to make a "resolution" list at this time the only thing I could think to put on it is "Don't kill myself"
So yes, I do have things I want to accomplish in this next year, but I don't think I'll be capable of thinking about them until April. So I'll have to settle for a 3/4 of a year list.
Once upon a time, when I first got on livejournal, I put that my home country is Azerbaijan. I guess I thought it was funny...but mostly I just really like to say it. It flows well. So now, years later... after not really being on here for months I have noticed that livejournal has, I guess, tried to make itself more personable and helpful to the user and therefore all of my ads and different updates and such are in Russian. So it looks like it's time for me to finally claim to be American.

My kids are napping. Usually this is time to smoke lots of cigarettes...but here I sit.
Trading one addiction for another.

Dec. 29th, 2009

Lloyd and I got the internet today. This internet thing is pretty nifty. I don't know why we didn't get it sooner.
I'm making a livejournal entry.


I'm not dead.

Santa Claus was good this year.

Xander is amazing. I'm more grateful for him every day. He's so smart and funny, and I just love him.
Thaddeus is super cute. He's already got an amazing personality. Very relaxed and happy.

I love my children. I'm sure every mother does...or I hope anyways...but I felt like saying it anyways. It's not always a given with some people.

Though there are times where I'm bitter about my situation. Two kids at 21. I miss hanging out and doing 21 year old things, but really in the long run, I feel like my life is where it is meant to be. You learn a lot about yourself and your charactor when you have children. Everything you say and do is constantly monitored by a little person that will shape their life on the things you say and do. You have to really pay attention to yourself. And yes, it would be nice to have more freedom, but being a mother is probably the most fulfilling thing I've ever done or could do in my life.

Needless to say...I'm doing well.

Go there to see the picture Clintipod posted of Thaddeus. I figured since it's on a comment some people may never see it. So there it is.

Jul. 16th, 2008

i had a baby today.  i'm doing fine.  my vagina's quite sore.  my hospital room's got a jacuzzi sp?.  i just love lloyd so much, some times i want to kill famous people, then send him their autographs, that way he knows how much my soul yearns for him.



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